Showing posts with label reflections. Show all posts
Showing posts with label reflections. Show all posts

Monday, June 15, 2009

Too close to the problem

This is probably the 20th time I've sat down in an attempt to complete a blog post in the past month or two. With that many "draft" posts I finally realized what the problem has been. I've been too close the problem of forensics and incident response to write. The past few months has been a period of escalating action and reaction. An arms race if ever there was one. I feel comfortable saying that I've seen more cases in the past few months than many people see all year long. I do not say this in a gloating fashion or as an indication of anything other than it's been hell. I have been too involved in many cases, cases I never wanted to but secretly hoped to see, those full of intrigue and shadowy figures that I may never get the opportunity to meet face to face, so I must battle them from afar, armed only with my knowledge of his behavior and his tools, cases involving life and death and various other types. I have had talks with various government agencies of late, and had more run-ins with local and state law enforcement than I can recall having in the past 5 years combined. I have been too deeply entrenched in a backlog of cases to see beyond a tactical level.

I guess you could say this is the fog of war. I am too close to the problem and my writing and this blog has suffered. During this time I took an old adage in to account and that adage is "You can't learn anything when you're talking". Needless to say I've learned a lot in two long months.